I have to tell this story.
TEh other night i was struggling with anxiety and fear. SO i picked up this book i am trying to read. It called homeschooling with a meek and quiet spirit a great book by the way.ANd where i had left off was about how having anxiety and fear is not of GOd and we need to take our thoughts captive unto CHrist. 2 corinth. 10:5CAsting down imaginations , and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience to Christ. NOt only the taking captive but not to let my imagintaion take hold. it was peace givign and very need ed in my life. it also talks about we are resposble to show how kids to not be afraid and that we teach them one way or the other.
SO i go to sleep and about 4:30 a something crashes in the house , i jump out of bed thinking its a kid failing out of bed so i move hope and step over Cantrell and go to there room where i am not awake little more to realize , duh they are in my room. lol so i look to the laundry room and this little voice says go in there, but no i freak out run back in my room barricade the door lock it and begin to freak out some more, i think do i call my mom do i call the police . then God speaks the verse i have just read a few hours ago. and so we have a circle conversation round and round, i am to afraid to listen very well. so i finally fall back asleep about 45-hour later. and i also think oh the kids will never know i will up before them i will unlock and unbarricade the door. Well guess what Cantrell wakes up before , and tries to go out so he can go potty. SO i let him out and go to the laundry room and if i had listened to the holy spirit i would have found the play dough monkey on the floor that had fallen off the shelf at 4:30 in the morning. It really did boost my faith in Christ Jesus He is our protector and if we listen things are much better for us. Praise Jesus who loves and protects and has our best interest at heart.
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